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Wednesday, 11 December 2013

回顾过去

不知不觉又新年了
一年就这样过去了

过去的一年
发生了太多事情
太多的改变
有好有坏有甜有苦

就这样
我毕业了
虽然成绩不是很理想

但能顺利毕业已经很不错了

就这样
我搬家了
从红茂桥搬到武吉巴督
开始有点不习惯
这里没那么多吃的喝的用的玩的
我的新房间
突然感觉到
人原来可以那么冷漠

就这样
我找到工作了
虽然不是自己想要的工作
不过基本上对
工作环境情况和范围
还算满意

在公司

就这样
我买了新手机
虽然不是很先进
但能用就好

就这样
一件又一件的事情
发生了过去了
一年也就这样过去了

人生有起有落
有风有雨
就是没有阳光



Sunday, 2 June 2013

开工咯

经过一番波折
终于开工了
我的公司

想说
这份工作有点累
一个星期上6天班
每天还得加班4个小时

最惨的还是
工作地点在Admiralty
离家还蛮远的
T^T
每天都还得搭30分钟的地铁
和15分钟的巴士

几惨下的
每天都要5点起床
晚上9点之前就要去睡觉了
不然 就会带着熊猫眼去上班 >.<

不过
唯一可以用来安慰自己的是
-------------->> 加班每小时1.5x
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


开工大吉咯



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Friday, 29 March 2013

工作

有时候
靠人,人会跑
靠山,山会倒
靠政府?还是靠自己比较好 


就这样
我到了一家日本跨国公司面试
面试当天
公司保安森严
不能带手机或任何电子产品进去
连U-盘都不例外


面试很成功
回家考虑了几天就决定接受

因为不想再等
不想再等着被人支配
未来是自己的,应该由自己决定


老实说
这份工蛮不错,工作环境好

工作量又不多
因为只是一个小小的技术人员
基本上只是修理机器
清理和安装模子而已

只是薪金低了点
所以面对一些外来的压力
要我放弃工作


不过,我告诉自己
这也许是我真实的价值
我想靠自己的能力证明我的实力

就这样
昨天去了公司的医疗诊所
做了工作准证所需的医药检查


呵呵,这可是全额免费的 :D

话说公司的医药福利还不错下
未来如果生病看医生
就不用愁钱的问题...哈哈哈


工作准证
将在未来一到两个星期弄好
到时就可以开工了
人生就正式进入另一个阶段...




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Wednesday, 13 March 2013

毕业后.......

毕业后的日子
有点无聊

每天
不是在家
就是呆在图书馆


除了找工作之外
我的人生
似乎没有了其他
的目标和方向

失去自由的我
至少还有
电脑陪伴着我
过这乏味的日子



两个星期内
竟然看完了三部戏


《我不可能爱你》
《新三国》
《楚汉传奇》

除了看戏
就是打Game 咯

不是DOTA
就是Facebook的游戏

就这样
一天又一天的过去了
现在只希望能快点找到工作
结束这无聊的日子 









Thursday, 28 February 2013

Graduating Soon...

Well, I had finish my last paper earlier this week. Unofficially, I had graduated. :)

Time passes so fast. It was just like yesterday that I was invited to the Nanyang Polytechnic for a scholarship briefing and interview. The memory of first time in the school still fresh in my mind. Alone and helpless in this unfamiliar foreign environment ! Seriously, I still had this feeling even after staying here for almost 3 years. It was so hard for me to completely integrate into this materialist and meritocracy society.  

Now, everything seems to start all over again. 

I had to find a precision engineering job in 3 month time to serve for my 5 year bond. There will be a new environment waiting for me. Anxiety, helpless and loneliness getting stronger on my mind and throughout myself. I don't think that I had mentally prepare for the working life yet. :( 

But,
no matter what happen
what challenge ahead me
I will try my best to face it and endure it
with the hope that I will not disappoint anyone
that trust and care about me.



Friday, 25 January 2013

Short Update

Finally, I completed 3 modules of the diploma-plus programme. Wow, can't believe that I could endure to the end without giving up. Alright, I think I screwed up in the final exam just now. I could only answer one out of the four questions. I just hope that I can pass this module. Pray Hard.







Keep trying to see it, 
fight it and don't give up. 
Through the darkness 
you will eventually come to the light.

But you must endure through the downtime
Relying on something greater than yourself
something you can't see
something you can only hope for.

There is so much to be learned
during the downtime of life
Don't ever let downtime cause you
to crumble or quit

-Hawl


First time taking photo with eyes close, nice or not ?


Thursday, 17 January 2013

Stress

It had been more than a week since my last blog post. Never in my life, I feel so stress and under pressure before. 



Seriously, second half of final semester isn't easy to cope. I have totally 4 project to be submitted within next 2 week, all of them required some research, report writing, and presentation. Not mention about other weekly lab assignment and my diploma-plus module which going to have exam soon. Yet, I haven't touch any of the Thermofluids or thermodynamics note and tutorials. Some more, there will be common test and exam coming up on the following week. No more Chinese New Year for me I think. 





A good thing about this is most of the assignment are work in group. So, the workloads is being distributed among us. Else, I can't imagine how I gonna cope with all this. I could expect that this will be the same scenario when I working in next few months. So, I will try my best to cope with the stress and working pressure as well as balancing my work-personal life at the same time. 


Cheers, 

Everything will be alright soon. ^^








Monday, 7 January 2013

First Post of 2013



I supposed to write this on the first day of new year, but it seems that I am too busy with something and someone until I can't find a time. Life had been difficult for me so far and I guess 2013 will be another challenging year with more challenge coming up. For sure, there will be a lot of life decision to be made this year. 

Alright, first post of new year should start with a new year resolution. After thinking so many day, I don't really have any great resolution, I could feel that my future is as grey as my blog here. :( Whatever it is, here is my new year resolution.

  1. Eat more and gain more weight. 
  2. Earn and save more money. Spend not more than 50 dollar a week.
  3. Graduate with a good result. (GPA not less than 3.80)
  4. Quit engineering. Study part time in other area after graduate.
  5. More blog post and networking.
  6. Get my life back !

That's all I can think of, hope I can achieve that. Don't feel surprised that I gonna quite engineering. After so many year of study especially after internship, suddenly I realized that we should not let our interest to become a responsibility or job that stress us everyday. I love engineering, I love physics and mathematics and I hope I can keep it as an interest. An interest that people will go after when they felt so stress and hopeless. 



When you put people on the selection
People might do the same on you too 
Nevertheless, never let go of your dream :)

If you want to find someone 
that love you more than himself
then be prepared to lost him 
when he choose to sacrifice himself 
instead of saving himself