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Sunday, 30 December 2012

回顾2012

2012
对我来说也许是最遭的一年
什么事都不顺利 :(
挫折,劫难一波未平一波又起...

依稀记得
年头一开始FB就被人Hacked


还用来散播一些有的没的
紧接就传出学弟的突然死亡

新年放假回来
又要面对那无情的大考小考
竟然一一挫锐了我的信心
最糟的也许是那在考试还没完
就公布的OIPP的名单

自己没得到OIPP 是预料的事
因为我并没有资格
不过我无法否认
心理感到有点挫败和不满
而让人无奈的
竟然是面对着挫折和不满
却无人申诉必须隐藏在内心的最深处

Saturday, 22 December 2012

Life of Pi


上几个星期
看过了电影《Life of Pi》


一开始感觉很无聊
直到那暴风雨
打翻了载着
电影主角Pi 和几个野兽的渡轮

电影的最后竟然是
主角在抛出另外一个故事
在救生船上的其实并没有任何野兽
没有老虎,没有猴子,也没有斑马

却是一班为了自己的生命和生存
而不惜自相残杀的人类.....

想象一下
如果有一天
你漂流在一片大海上
没有任何人的遥遥大海
就像我现在无助的人生....

身边有一只会吃人的老虎
或是一个随时会爆炸的计时炸弹
一艘船经过了,
在你最需要别人协助和帮助的时候
走了

不管你怎么哀求
有些人为了不惹火上身
还是会选择视而不见
还是会袖手旁观

在第二个故事里,
作者告诉渡轮公司和保险公司的代表
他在船上看到人杀人
自己也杀了人

法律告诉我们杀人是错的
我尊重法律
本身也不会选择干预法律

只是令人吃惊的是保险报告里
竟然把他描绘成勇敢的孟加拉虎


也许这才是现实的人生...
在无奈的情况下,你可以犯法
却可以得到别人的夸奖...

也许是这样吧,
老虎不会选择回头看


Tuesday, 18 December 2012

与死亡擦肩而过

话说我这个人很少生病
也自认身体比较健康强壮
来这里读书那么久了
就只生过一两次病
而且每次睡一个觉就好了

昨天的那场病
却似乎把我彻底打败

依稀记得下午吃午饭后
回到家觉得有点累
就去睡个午觉

睡着,睡着
突然感到有点冷
摸下身体才发现...好热
我发高烧了

模模糊糊的
拿了一个小桶和一件毛巾
装了点水,为自己抹身
尝试为自己退烧

感觉好累好累
不知不觉的
我躺在床上失去了知觉

那一秒
我感觉不到自己的存在
只记得看到一片模糊的白光


突然有个女孩告诉我
“别忘了我们在d'senja beach的约定”
我很自然的回答
“放心,我没忘记”


正在面对死亡边缘的我
这时突然醒了
被一通电话吵醒
原来是她

身体还是好烫
感觉还是很冷
不知道哪来的力量
我硬着身体
到楼下附近的7-Eleven买了panadol


回到家
吃了点麦片和panadol
躺在床上就睡着了

起来时,已经是晚上9点多
烧也已经退了
一切似乎回复正常了
只是感觉身体还是很虚弱

和死亡擦肩而过
上网查了一下
原来d'senja beach还真的存在
就在Pulau Pangkor那里
有机会一定会去那里一趟
只是
那女孩到底是谁?


Thursday, 13 December 2012

12.12.12

12.12.12
一个特别的日子
本世纪最后一个重复的日期


可惜啊
却整天都在下雨
不知道为什么    
整个人都没什么心情
也许是下雨吧


试考完了
却呆在家里, 躺在床上
想着过去,想着现在
想着未来

我的人生
就像我的博客一样

过去,是黑暗的
像没有月光的黑夜
没有希望
不会有人发现
原来星星还是存在的


现在,是灰暗的
像被乌云强行遮盖着月亮的黑夜
每个人都以为
那月亮躲进了乌云不肯发光
至少那不显眼的星星不那么认为

未来,是个未知数

这雨也许明天就会停了
那时,在某个地方某个天空
就会显出七彩缤纷的彩虹


只是,
不知道有没有人在灰暗的黑夜
见过那代表希望的彩虹?








Monday, 10 December 2012

Change

It was so long 
since I update my blog
Since then, thing had changed

My blog had changed
The design had changed
The colour of life seems to be change as well

Grey 
the colour which formed when
A little white light pass through a world
that are full of darkness....

Wondering when we can actually free from the 
Life that full of disappointment, depressed 
And thing that look real but not real in nature

And I always told myself
don't be afraid of change
Because everything will eventually changes
The only thing that never change
is the changes itself




Thursday, 11 October 2012

Final Semester

Few more day 
and new semester will be start

Another chapter of my life 
will soon begin
Even last chapter of my life
seems not even end yet....

Final semester. The Toughest One.
I hope I able to complete it 
I hope I still able to breath in the air 
to face the challenge, the challenge of life.

 I am not sure if I still alive by then...


Brought the lecture note this afternoon
Not that thick compare to last few semester
but the reality and life experience had taught me that 
Don't ever judge the book by its cover...


Professional and Interpersonal communication skills
I had a strong feeling that this will be my killing subject
after failing to score well in the 
Communication Skills module during Year 1


Advance Molding & Tool design
The module that always cause me to lost confidence 
but give me the strength to continue fighting for life 
Just to prove that I am not that bad too ~
Seriously, Molding had taught me the value of friendship. 
Yet, I am not sure if I choose the right path by then...


Last but not least, Advance Metrology and TQM
A module that might expose my weakness to other
even I try my best to hide it, overcome it
I still remember the scene
When no chance is given to me
When no trust is given to me


Final Semester,
last semester before graduate
I hope I able to complete it
I hope I able to breath in the air
to face the challenge, the challenge of life.

And the reality as well as the ending 
of my last chapter of life....



Wednesday, 19 September 2012

Result Out

I know I seldom blog recently 
There is a lot of thing happens in this period
I will blog about it when everything is over :)


So, please don't unfollow me, ok ?
So sad when no one visit my blog....




There is a good news to share here...
Semester result out yesterday
and I score A in the module that have highest credit :)
My GPA and now 3.91 ^^



Next semester will be my last semester
and will be the toughest semester
hope I can maintain my GPA..
Whatever God here, please bless me 

Tuesday, 11 September 2012

睡觉


小时候,
睡了一觉后,
所有问题和烦恼都迎刃而解

长大后,睡觉
不再是解决问题的方法
也不是逃避问题的最好方法....



小时候,
失败后,只要尝试一次
就会品尝到胜利的滋味

长大后,
当尝试多次后还是失败...
才发现,
原来人有时是那么脆弱。

已经没有再尝试的勇气,
害怕着那令人失望的回复....
多于胜利的期望。

Saturday, 14 July 2012

Reason For Love

You ask me 
Do I really like u or not ?


The same question 
I ask myself
Every time I think of you


I told you I don't know
I know this is not the answer 
you expect
But I don't want to cheat u 


I told you I think I like you
I think
I don't want you to feel dissapointed


Just give us some time 
to prove that we love each other


May be it is true
that true love doesn't need a reason



Sunday, 1 July 2012

The Amazing Spiderman


Yesterday, 
watching <The Amazing Spiderman>
with someone special... :)

Seriously, 
This movie was totally out of my expectation..

Monday, 25 June 2012

My Story @NYPBS #1

I still remember that night when I insomnia. Not because there is exam tomorrow, or anything else, but I was thinking whether I should take any committee position in any club or society in this school. By that time, I had resign most of my committee position in the school which include Community Service Club and other club as well. I would like to focus on my study especially when I decide to take on Diploma Plus Programme.


The next day was Friday. There is Buddhist Society meeting that day where next batch of committee will be announced. Just before meeting start, I told Jessie that I might don't want to take any position anymore. She didn't said anything as everyone stepping into the club room. Meeting started. New committee position was revealed and I was quite shocked. I was thinking something when Jessie ask me, "Do you still want to give up ?"  Without any moment of thought, I said, "Ok la, I take the post."


Judging from the committee list, I think I had no choice as I had responsibility not to let this society down.


Our first task was selecting a new sub-committee member and prepare for the next General Meeting. We decide to have interview as there is overwhelming response from the ground. Although I was a bit oppose the interview method to select sub-committee. As in my point of view, candidate tends to said something that is good about themselves only (and we do not know is true or not) and talk something that they unable to do during interview sessions. Also, talented people sometimes are not able to be judged by the way or the content they talk. 

Friday, 22 June 2012

端午节


当年屈原
因为怀才不遇,不忍心看到祖国灭亡
而跳泪罗江自尽...

逃避
也许不是最好的解决方案

但有时候
却是唯一行得通的方法...


可惜的是
这荒岛上没有泪罗江...


端午节快乐




Thursday, 21 June 2012

Life is unexpected

Life is unexpected
You don't know what will happen 
on next minute...


Sometimes
you just can't run away..
but had to face it..


Whether you are right or wrong
Don't blame the god
you just need to continue breathing


And 


enjoying this wonderful life...
that million people are dying for it


Sunday, 3 June 2012

First week @ Flextronic

It had been one week since I attach to Flextronic


May be I just the intern only
They assigned me the most easiest and basic job

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Last Day of FYP

Tomorrow
will be my last day of FYP
last day @S130 


Still remember first week of project
where all of us had been told to report 
as early as 8.30 am

Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Industry attachment



Industry attachment will start next week 
just attended the briefing this afternoon...
Times passes damn fast : (

I will be attached to Flextronics
second largest electronic manufacturer 
in the world !! OMG !!

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Photoshop CS5

Just re-install Adobe Photoshop CS5...
in my laptop :)

Edit one of my photo using this software..
Still very blur about some of the functions 

Feel free to comment on it :)

Sunday, 20 May 2012

Dark Shadow

Just know that today is 520..
a good day for confession
too bad I still haven't found my one


Watch Movie <Dark Shadow>
with my secondary school classmate

Nice movie...
Although not really meet my expectation..

Love is blind of course
People will do all crazy and stupid thing 
because of it....

But
Don't ever let the love turn into hatred
no matter what happen...

Saturday, 19 May 2012

NYPBS 20 Anniversary

Yahoo !
Finally I finished my FYP report
Feel so contented that my report 
hit more than 200 pages xD
Hope I can get a good grade.

Now I can focus on my blog
I seldom blog since my project start.. 
My follower and stat keep falling...


Today will be a busy day..
as NYP Buddhist Society having her 20th Anniversary 
and we having our celebration later @Di Zhang Lin..


Stayed tuned...

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Happy Teacher Day

There is one Malay teacher
who teaches me chemistry before..


I still remember, 
I don't really like her or respect her at all


Not because she is Malay...
But because I think that 
she don't know how to teach at all ~

Monday, 30 April 2012

428 BERSIH JB


上个星期六,
我并没有留在家里
通过面子书跟进最新消息。
我走上了街头,做一个马来西亚人该做的事

Thursday, 26 April 2012

感叹



今天的课是一项打击
做老师的        最失败的一件事
不是教不会学生
而是自己教到不知道自己在教什么

爱因斯坦说过一句话
 “如果无法解释清楚,
那就是你还不明白”



总觉得自己被高估了
我没那么厉害    也没那么本事
自己都还没搞清楚状况
还没完全明白
为什么就给我那么大的责任?
我担当不起

*** 

为什么我要走的路总是与众不同呢?

这条路看起来很cool 很好玩
不过真的很难走
我快坚持不了

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Good For Nothing...

I am just useless
Totally good for nothing :(

My bad for not take note of the clamp position 
Material then goes into the vacuum channel
The mold had to be dismount just to clear the material

My fault also for not tighten the guide pin properly
Now the guide pin stuck at the mold...

I just not suitable for engineering...

Saturday, 21 April 2012

Teaching Experience

Yesterday was my first time conducting a lesson...


Life is unpredictable :)
I never thought that I will teaching one day

Monday, 16 April 2012

School Reopen



School reopen again...
South Canteen restored back its crowd during lunch time
Block S link way are not that quiet anymore
TFA  full with people purchasing their lecture note


Great ! NYP gains back her life again
while I still continue my FYP in S130

Life appeared to be busy as usual
Good, I won't think too much of other thing

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Hand Cut

Life of an Engineer

Cut my hand just now
when I doing maintenance 
for LSR Injection unit... 


Monday, 9 April 2012

当年的我..

头发长了
前天下午跑去剪短
结果常去的那间店没开
就到附近另一间店剪


帮我剪头发的是一名女学徒
长得还不错,人有点亲切.....
告诉她我要怎样的发型后
就和我一直聊天...

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Resume for IAP

Still busy for FYP... :( 
Hardly find a time for blogging..


By the way
Just finish my resume for IAP
will upload to the school net tomorrow
Going for attachment soon...

Sunday, 1 April 2012

愚人节快乐....

12 点了...
是愚人节了哦...


可惜的是...


祝大家愚人节快乐...

大家要小心点哦...
不要被人整了...


告诉大家一个故事...
还记得那时后...


>>>>> Read More Here

Friday, 30 March 2012

Part Time Lecture ?

Finally I update my blog..

I got some shocking news to share here...
I will become "part-time lecture" 
in coming semester....




Monday, 26 March 2012

FYP

I wanna write something..
But nothing to write...





So I just write something
about FYP...


Tuesday, 20 March 2012

Result Out


Result for semester 4
released today...


Got People Happy 
Got People Sad 


My Result ?





Sunday, 18 March 2012

请不要侮辱我的昔加末

最近在FB流传这张照片...

一名来自Cowboy Town 的美女..
(不好意思,这样形容新山)
把我的乡下 ——昔加末
形容成鸟不生蛋狗不拉屎的鬼地方





Friday, 16 March 2012

End of Structural Training


Finally I update my blog.....
This whole week really tired 

Structural Training is not a joke..
8.30 am to 6 pm everyday

At least 
this week training is better than last week
I don't need to use UG and Moldflow 
Kinda phobia to this two software...LOL




Saturday, 10 March 2012

Broken Earpiece



刚刚听完歌
想把耳机从电脑取出时
不知道是我太用力...

还是那个耳机的品质不好...


耳机竟然被我分尸....
一拉成二

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Structural Training


Today was the third day of  
Structural Training
which is the first phrase of 
Final year project

Sunday, 4 March 2012

Chalet@NSRCC - Part 2


Second day of chalet
Most of us wake up around 10am
as last night we all sleep after 1 am