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Saturday, 31 December 2011

Good Bye 2011 and Welcome 2012

Today is the last day 
for year 2011
First time in my life
I celebrate my new year oversea

Look through 2011
and think through carefully
This year seems so smooth to me..
Compared to 2010 and 2009
which is high peak of my life

Little Change for the Blog

I had made little change in this blog.There is some feature missing, and there is some new feature 

New Comment Box

I had add Facebook Comment Box in my post

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Thursday, 29 December 2011

Last day

Today will be the last day
In this lovely hometown

I just bought the ticket 
is 2pm bus

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Christmas Movie

Rain poured down almost everyday
since I back from Singapore
Everyone wonders if there will flood or not
The way of Segamat River rise and fall
just like Bursa Malaysia indicator
I guess no one in Segamat have mood for christmas

For me,
I never celebrate christmas before
May be because I am Buddist
So no big deal whether I celebrate christmas or not

I guess this year Christmas as well
Going for midnight movie with family 
at LFS Cinema which just open recently.. 

Saturday, 17 December 2011

I am back...

I am BACK..
I am BACK..
I am BACK..

I had arrive safely 
yesterday noon..
stepping into this land
which I familiar with..

Glad that this land still familiar
with only little changes..
The internet here
still slow and lag as usual...

Two week holidays..
is not enough for me..
to spend my time with family
and my lovely hometown..

Thursday, 15 December 2011

Common Test Ended

Common Test 
had come to the end..
I know that I do not do well..
I know that I do not believe the tips given

May be is just hard for a person 
who some bad experience in past
to trust anyone or anything easily...
May be is better for the person
to stay alone sometimes..

What happened had pass
I shall not think of it anymore..

Test had end
and Holiday had just started..
I going back Segamat tomorrow..

Miss Segamat so much...

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

Sick Already :(

will be my common test

I do not feel like
I had study something so far
Somehow, I got no mood
and no motivation to study...

Thing become worst...
when I think I am sick..
I feel so sleepy and tired..
and my nose is blocked by something

How could I pass the common test ??
with this kind of condition ??
How could I pull my grade up...
when I don't feel like study at all...

Someone help me please.....

Sunday, 4 December 2011

MFD Assignment

After spending few week
I complete my Mechanical Design Drawing..

I would like to thanks
all my friend and lecture
 for helping me in the assignment

Not forgetting the peoplefor ignoring me 
and ask me to figure out myself
When I ask for help...
Because of your word, 
I complete it myself and
I do not need your help anymore..

Feel so great when 
everything are complete... 
Gonna submit next week...
Hope I can get a high mark for that...

Thursday, 1 December 2011


Receive a message during Math tutorial..
The message sound that..
"You had been shortlisted for OIPP...
...Please attend the briefing and interview..."

I stunned for few second
when I was reading this...
I thought I am dreaming 

Surprisingly I had been shortlisted
for this Oversea Industry Placement Project
which allow me to fly to Europe
which I never think of it

Although it just interview only
but it is more than enough
As I don't think I have any chance to be selected 
There is a lot of competition
and yet there is only 30 place only

But I will surely try my best
to pass my interview
Good luck
 for my interview next Tuesday...

Sunday, 27 November 2011

Test ~

It has been long time
I did not write anything here
Quite busy this few week

It will be more busy next week
There is 2 test going on
QPC Test
Advance Mechanic Test
which are more than enough 
to kill me down

I am tired right now
busy studying and revision
even Saturday and Sunday
which I usually go back 
to my lovely hometown, Segamat...

Is good to have a busy life
at least I will not feel alone
and will not miss you...

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

Malaysia had won


Few day ago,
An image circulating around the website
It is believe that three guy in the picture
are "Malaysia Supporter" from Indonesia

It seems that Indonesia are so poor 
until their kid had to cover their body 
with Jalur Gemilang, Malaysia National Flag !

Thanks to these three poor guy,
for giving us lots of "Moral Support"
Malaysia now had won the football games 
against Indonesia in SEA Games

We had won not just the game
but our pride as Malaysia...

Congratulation, Malaysia

Thursday, 17 November 2011

Am I Dare Enough to Do This ?

In past 3 day
I loitering around
the stair between TFA and Library
looking up the sky and floor
pressing my hand-phone 
so that I will not look awkward.. 

Fighting with my mind...

My Right mind told me that
"You should donate blood"
But, My Left mind told me that
"You can't, you so skinny 
and you iron level not enough"

Tomorrow will be the last day 
for Blood Donation Drive in TFA...
Can my right mind win my left ??
I wonder..
Am I dare enough to do all this ?

Monday, 14 November 2011


Today is SPM
too bad I am not candidate
as I am two years ago...

Everyone can have only one chance
If you miss it, then you miss it forever...

Somehow, I think of myself...
Can't imagine that I so dare taking 12 subject 
including Chinese literature 
even everyone think my Chinese subject are poor... 

My ego are no more right now...

I never regret of doing that
when I get both B+ in Malay and English
Losing the chance of getting JPA scholarship
enter Matriculation and much more...

This is me..
Once you decide, do it and don't regret

And something happens...
History created for my life
for my family and for the school...
When I am one of the only 1% candidate
of Chinese Literature who get highest distinction, A+

When you put in effort, no matter how weak you are
You sure can make a difference
Don't you agree ??

I wish all SPM candidate all the best...

Sunday, 13 November 2011

First Love ~~

Time passes...
It has been 4 year
After I end my first love
Just because of a book
We do quarrel but we end peacefully

I would like to thank her for everything she did
And say sorry for everything I done..

I miss her and hope to meet her again 
but I don't think I still love her
Still, I will keep our memory in my mind

As people said
"First Love is always the best and most memorable
and ending it is always most painful"

I agree with that...
And I admit that somehow,
I tend to compare every girl I meet
with her...
May be that is the reason I still single right now...

Friday, 11 November 2011

I Did It At Last

Today is the day
DPEConnect and Impact Day...
111111, this special date for all of us
all DPEians especially the performer 

I am glad to be one of performer
And after a lot of training and preparation
which are full of joy and sorrow
and of course quarrel too ~
We finally made it, 

Today is so special and memorable for me 
not just because we made an awesome history for DPE
and make our teacher and lecture "hao lian"
But, I actually skipped class for the show..
which I can't really believe that I did it at last..

YES, I skipped Advance Mechanic class...
and I am not regret about it 
I think is worth to do that...


What Happen to My Toilet Bowl...

Wake up @8.30am...
Although my alarm start making noise 
as early as seven

Stepped into washroom
Brush my teeth, take a bath
and do some "business"

Look down and 
I got a SHOCKED !!


No matter how many times I flushed 
Blue water still coming out....
I thought I am dreaming
when looking at it..

I wear my spec and took the picture
Oh My God !
I awake right now...

Can anyone explain this to me ??

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

They Never Appreciate

Somehow I feel that
no matter in which lecture
the lecture theater are getting noisy and noisy
until sometimes I can't really concentrate well

I know some lecture are boring and 
made people feel sleepy
and people just start talking among themselves
If you think you are brilliant enough and need to talk, 
can you please do it in low volume ??
and try not to laugh, is not funny at all...

What I feel is that, 
When lecture are talking and someone are talking
They are not just not respect the lecture
at the same time their friend too ~

Probably they doesn't lost a teacher 
or a chance to study before
just like what I experience sometime ago
so they never appreciate what they have right now...

I am not trying to criticize 
This just what I am feeling right now
and Guest what I am thinking right now?
 I miss Cheam Shuning's lecture right now :(

Sunday, 6 November 2011

I Need More Holiday ~

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji
So is public holiday
Some of my course-mate going home
Since there is 3-day holiday include Saturday and Sunday
But I didn't as I got a lot of work to do

There is Mechanical Design Drawing
There is QPC Report
There is Thermofluids Assignment 
There is Advance Mechanic Tutorial
There is test for Math and A.Mechanic 
and seriously I need to study for other module too~

What make my life worst is
I am not feeling well
I think I am sick right now
My nose is blocked by unknown fluid
and I am sleepy right now ~

3-day holiday seems not enough for me
I need more time to work and to rest
I hope I able to survive
and complete all my task
before this short holiday end ~

I Seriously Need More Holiday ~~

Sunday, 30 October 2011

Watch this...

Watch this video
I shall not comment anything

Soldiers! Don't give yourselves to brutes — men who despise you — enslave you — who regiment your lives — tell you what to do — what to think or what to feel! Who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men — machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts. You don't hate! Only the unloved hate — the unloved and the unnatural!

Soldiers! Don't fight for slavery! Fight for liberty! 


QPC stand for 
Quality Process Control
is the module
that look "chio" and "chim"
but actually is quite "sien" module
especially the lab work 

What we need to do in lab is just
measure, measure and measure...

Last lab work 
what we need to measure is a precision pin 
that the diameter is 5mm
with tolerance ±0.02

and guess how many we need to measure ??
total of 100 piece had to measure...

so we measure, measure and measure....
one by one using Digital Micrometer
and get boring and boring

Saturday, 29 October 2011

When Organizer become Camper...

I still go to the camp
As participant,
Not organizer, Nor Helper…

Being the only Year 2 Camper,
With some camp organizing experience in this school
I notice a lot of thing and mistake
Which never been take note by camp organizer,
Even when I organize a camp…

When you are organizer,
Sometimes you think it is right and supposed to be
But in the view of camper,
It is quite ridiculous and hard to accept…

You will sure not think of this question
if you are just merely a camper
Without organizing experience

Only when you are camper
You will experience it yourself
Feel it and observe it…
Discover it with your organizer mind
And you will realize what problem had occur
And what thing goes wrong…

I shall not comment further,
Knowing that this is ridiculous to them…
They will not accept it
Without trying and experienced it by their own
And to avoid,
Someone called me with a question why…

I really glad that I overcome myself
and join this camp...

Friday, 28 October 2011

Should I go to the Camp ??

I address myself as DPEians..
with bit of DPE spirit
ready to make little contribution...

There is a camp
by DPE and for DPE
known as Survival Camp..

I am not the organizer,
and I am not the helper/faci too...
too bad I just a participant,
one of two Year 2 participant..

I can't really describe the feeling right now,
and a question keep appearing in my mind,
"Should I go to the Camp ?" 

Reason for not going so simple,
Somehow, I feel not invited...
when most of my course-mate was helper
and I just participant
Some-more, I do not get any update from the organizer...
I doubt they know how to organize a camp...

I keep telling myself,
that I'm DPEians,
and no matter what role I play
What importance is enjoy what you really are right now..

But, can I really enjoy ??
I wonder...

Thursday, 27 October 2011

Is thunder again ~

Sky getting darker
and darker...
with the cloud getting
thicker and thicker....

Thunder start rumbling
and here come
the heavy rain...

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Leader is not easy

come from the work 'lead'
is not for name,
is not for power,
or is not for money...

is not chosen to work as boss
is not the one who can give order only


My landlord ask me,
whether I can pay this month rental fee in advance..
He said he need money urgently.
I agree without thinking any much.

Took 400 dollar from nearest ATM 
I think this is the cheapest rent 
in this high population island...

Saturday, 22 October 2011

A Busy Week...

The first week of lesson after school reopen just end,
This is most busy week since I'm come to poly...
The lesson so packed with the CCA activity as well..

This semester I take 9 module including Diploma Plus..
Last semester, I have additional Module, Applied Calculus 
And this semester I have Advanced Mechanic Module in addition...
This module is almost the same the Mechanic II..
I hope I able to cope with it and score A just like last semester..
as a lot of student screw up...
From 300 plus student taking this module in beginning..
until today just left around 60 plus people survive...
I think it is miracle when I just get A...

DPEconnect will be on 11th  next month ..
An importance event for DPE where all "industrial boss" will come..
And I assist my helpless friend for the Japanese Matrix..
which I mentioned in previous post...
Right now, we having a training period 
where we had to assign people for all the character 
and run the show more perfectly than last time...

And today, 
I joined temple tour organized by Buddhist Society..
We going to Burmese Temple, we saw interesting statue,
where two god pay respect to Buddha..
we learn that "God is great, but Buddha greater"... 
We going to Fo Ya Shi..
where we learn how to recognize Buddha by the hand posture..
and last we go to ABC, Amitaba Buddhist Center, 
where we learn about Tibetan Buddhism...

Tired, But interesting and meaningful...
This week is really busy...

Thursday, 20 October 2011

I am Malaysian

I look a bit dark
Sometimes, people just misunderstanding,
Thinking that I am Malay or Myanmar…

There is an interesting story
It happens during fasting month last year in JB,
When I was about to order food in a Malay stall
The mamak guy there ask me
“U tak puasa arh ? “ (You didn’t fasting?)
I smile to him and said with a Chinese tone
“Saya bukan Islam la..” (I am not Muslim)
He realize that I am Chinese and quickly apologize to me..

If these thing happens few year back,
When I still reading local newspapers,
I think I won’t answer him with a smile…
For sure, I will scold him
And just walk away
Facebook and Twitter him as “stupid”

The journey to Singapore
had totally change my view and perspective…
In this multiracial island just like Malaysia,
People will only ask you whether you are Singaporean or foreigner
And you will for sure not reply them as “I am Chinese”
But ”I am Malaysian” instead…
Even when people think that you are Malay,
 You will not angry at all…
This is the racial harmony that never felt in Malaysia.

I am not totally Chinese,
My dad and Mom is Chinese
So do My grandfather..
But my grandmother is from Indonesia
A Chinese Indonesian…
I supposed that there is some Jawa Blood
That’s why I born with a bit of Malay look…
By the way, I am fine with the look,
Only when I identify me as Malaysian…

Monday, 17 October 2011

School Reopen

As people say,
"Bad thing about Sunday is
knowing that tomorrow is Monday"
But for this semester,
I don't feel any bad thing about Sunday
as my class start at 1pm on Monday...:)

Sunday, 16 October 2011


I just a traveller,
which had to always travelling,
from a wonderful land to the lonely island
and from that Island back to the land.
from time to time…

The journey sometime look great
to some of my country-man,
Where their ancester are also traveller...
And to some of people,
Who never feel any wonderful thing,
In this wonderful land…
When lonely island sometime look wonderful to them..

Wednesday, 12 October 2011

School Trying To Train Me Become Naruto

See my time table
Is that cool ??
Don't ask me how come thing goes like this...

The NYP system is always awesome
They never alert you when you choose two 
module which are in the same time slot